My Nana is in the hospital this week, and I’m so scared and worried for her. She’s my favorite person in the world and she’s also 88 years old, so I have so many complicated, hard feelings that I’m not sure what to do about them. I’m also feeling a bit self-conscious, wondering – do I have a selection bias for sharing my upset/bad feelings on this blog more than my good ones? It’s hard to tell – sharing is the hardest part of writing for me, and my self-consciousness makes accurate self-reflection hard. I feel more comfortable writing my bad feels here, in a blog I’m not sure anyone is reading, than sharing them by telling someone about them, or posting on social media where I know people will see them. But I don’t want to seem as though I’m experiencing all bad things, so here’s a video of a thing that made me smile this week:
I’m so grateful to be a part of this community, particularly when hard weeks come along, because I feel so supported and surrounded by love here.